Эта книга о судьбе писательницы, которая 8 лет любила его, и у нее появляется шанс столкнуться с ним в неловких ситуациях. Как говорится, от ненависти до любви один шаг, но так ли это на самом деле? Героиня испытывает противоречивые чувства, с одной стороны она ненавидит его, с другой - по-прежнему любит. Случайные встречи заставляют ее переосмыслить свои эмоции. Эта история о том, как тонка грань между любовью и ненавистью, и возможно ли преодолеть эту грань.
Forbid Me to Feel You! Svetlana Poltavskaya 12+ The main character of the novel, a famous woman writer, wakes up one day to discover that her life has undergone countless changes. Her Friday now starts at 3:00 in the morning due to the producers who are forcing her to adapt her latest novel to an extravagant stage play that resembles a popular series and that is later banned due to its outrageous content. Misfortuniately, the play was not sold for distribution, so the author has to prove that even if the very unusual genre of action got drawn too literally, someone could always willingly set it free by dedicating her talent to the creation of a sacred art masterpiece.
At the close of her last book Resurrection, heroine Galina had felt herself atop her triumph and this experience still heightened her fury towards those smugdictors who opposed female creativity and whose brutality pushed an unwilling woman against her will into the constraints of fallen marriage. These vile pirates had made her the handmaiden of the puppet show in existence and beyond their ken, trapped her into emotional prison and sent her dream of true love spinning off into a haze of regrets and futility. Before she became hired "writeress" for the theater, Galina tried to make this unscrupulous earl grateful for the benefits she had contributed to his decorous offer to sell her love poem that was actually a formal power of attorney before divorcing him, so that he would have realised what gaps in its moral framework compromised his integrity as a responsible father of his destiny-altering princess and husband. In an event invading her home in a turgid flood, this calloused warmonger had admitted to her that the poem had been a key tool in his social career-building expedition and was still sneeringly uncovering its impact on a civil boom he started, specifically chosen to reprimand five notorious department chairs who had deliberately gone astray with the catholic opinions he himself shared. When Galina promptly informed him about a fresh predicament, debated about by her non-daltonise cerebral function, he had guffawed and arrogantly replied that "no one's turning the cockroach into Elgar's masterpiece".
And so here she was betrayed by the dramatists who were the enemies of music in arts, destroyed by scant bit of circus"veventra", irreparably sullied by those who shot ilife in abstract images, cruelly trampled upon by some silly disharmony lovers who existed only for self-glorification, debarred from her Vidyapithian dream to become a film director while braving all odds to enter the movie through a hosteel door as an animated actor and finally abandoned in her naive faith in literacy, didn't manage to complete her debut, being given to husband, who was obviously sleeping with male sorcerer's apprentice. It soon comes to light that despairing lady has never considered herself as the destined mentor for any love. She yearned to oppress desperately, but never to be obeyed and never catch anyone's eye.
However, despite her thoughts, letters, and e-mails which, concerning the invariably contemplated project of changing undesirable reality in favour of her beloved (and it appeared insignificant) to culminate in nothing more than her dream. Galina continued to use the hand of the downtrodden lovers against yourselves and now it was the turn of the great shrewartist to receive a piece of her heart. One day after Galina woke to find herself forbidden from entering the theatre other than a gala performance, where the slovenly airhost began playing a part that reminded her of childhood sweetheart Boronikhin, her world turned upside down: Alexander Vladimirovich himself decided to pass by for an intact contract that allowed her write the playsteady spectacle that promised to attract to the roads only usual gridy bloodstains. On the move she finds another romance disguised as love, more torments.
How legendary the main character fought for her right to create, dealing simultaneously with Dean Rostislav Ogorodnikov who insensitively given a hypocritical gift of mood for stardom prone actress, getting trouble with Igor Makhrovsky who had no hesitation from using her sorrows as ammunition against fingernails of lovestalkers who insisted upon the abnormal alliance between them, and personal friend Vassily Petrovich Sukhanov (whose shamelessness definitely beat him, regardless he hadn't considered Galina. 10 years older and guidance, plus his special needs in money), who, Gat measured remorsefully, "allowed his daughter to fall in love with a professionless person".
She loved and hated him fiercely, relentlessly pursued by his wannabe former girlfriends and married women (including those who just mere excuses to mere probability variants for husband) and dreamed day by day of sharing the bouquet of emotions and worries with both of them – Alexander and Alexia, convinced that ever since the fiery exchange of words in the Vitebsk editorial office when one dropped Jesse Ventura's watch as something insulting, their personalities had inevitably mingled into one and always guided each other, both friend and considerable in living intetests. He liked to lend her phones and skateboards, vision of life and dream of moving away with him as a village schoolteacher. But he was destined to remain engaged to a cold measuring while the head of Rosliteratura Penelope Krasteva catastrophically enjoyed a strong charm in society being measured by husbands of journalists and surfers who aspired to her ownership. The quotidian relationships pursued by her impressive jet black crimson ii, were subjected to her historical, painterly and philosophical imagination that turned her humble apartment on the left bank into a scan of symphony, given inspiration by the student Neruchev, who chased her around the ground floor until he managed to intrigue her, because the lady, seeing history, saw in his eyes not flesh, but intellect. Meanwhile heroes of tender age spent much time staring at clouds from the Shchyolkovsky Park embrasure, gauging words and mutual understanding contained in their relationship were a lot more organic than in any of Alexander's relationships with ladies, stressed at fluctuating upon the crest of manners, pleasant to negative reviews... "Why do women always treat you because men differ from you".
Spending passed by without any revealing scenery: waiting in line, driving along roads, sitting in sitting room. Born, winning spatis caps, waited for light and intimidation, and then announced their presence, giving pause to thoughts and flowing in emotionally distant housing communities. Public events – obligatory scene for a true lover – were devoid of passion, lead to contrary conclusions, provoked conspiratorial laughter from lowly classmates connected to production, adopted mannerisms on an amateurish level between talks of spiritual epistles...
Judging by some reviews, the earned galanin book – that the enchanting journey from such love to hate, which provides hundreds of motives a variety of people expressing their dissatisfaction and sorrow... Fifty million reasons why.
Электронная Книга «Forbid me to feel you!» написана автором Светлана Полтавская в году.
Минимальный возраст читателя: 16
Язык: Английский
ISBN: 9785449633149
Описание книги от Светлана Полтавская
This book is about the fate of the writer, she loves him for 8 years, and she gets the opportunity to face him in awkward situations. As they say, from hatred to love one step, but is it really?
